Sunday, February 3, 2013

The Break Up.

Two weeks ago the (now-ex)-boyfriend and I broke up. In the beginning, I was kinda sad, but now it just feels like something of the past already because life moves on..and so does mine. 

We've been through a lot together and made a lot of memories: gone to new places, tried new things, spent a lot of time together, etc. I can only speak for myself when I say this, but they will always be things that I will miss and I will treasure the memories. I don't mean just closing a chapter of my life and leaving it behind; I'll still reread it from time to time instead of vaguely remembering that such a thing ever existed. They weren't all good memories though, so it's a bittersweet thing. Of course, that doesn't mean I'll wallow in the past; I'll look at what's in front of me. :)

At this point, I don't really think we'll cross paths again. I mean, only time can tell though. I do think it's a shame that all the time we spent means nothing but memories, because now we're just strangers, who care nothing for each other, already treats the other like s/he doesn't exist, and throwing everything away, as if this relationship is something we want to erase from our lives as if it never happened. We walked into each others' lives, became "everything" to each other, and then walked away like we were never there. Then again, I guess that's pretty normal...since a lot of couples aren't even friends after breaking up.. and there's close friends who drifted off. But whateverrr, it's a shame, but that's life.

My friends have stuck with me through all this, and I'm incredibly lucky to have them :D <3 They've listened to me complain and rant, kept me company, and are really understanding, soooo I'm really glad to have them :) They know who they are. 

But rest assured, I'm not putting on a strong front because I really do think I'm okay and I'm satisfied with the direction my life is going right now :D

I'll keep everyone updated, so until next time! :)


  1. Im so sorry you guys broke up, but im happy to hear how much better you are doing boo! Im very proud of you because break ups are really tough. Its sad how in the beginning are everything and in the end you are nothing anymore like you said. I can relate and you know it. Im just very proud that you are seeing the good side of this. I'm sorry if i wasnt really around lately as i have been having a hard time as well. But you know if you ever need me just text :)! Now lets go on our road trip xD!
    Ily boo :) Keep your head up!

  2. Sorry to hear about the break-up >_< there's always this strange feeling after breaking up.. it's nice that you don't have any ill feelings towards your ex; like you said, you might become strangers, but when you were together you meant the world to each other and that are memories to be treasured. Glad you feel alright! Life moves on. /Hugs.